a few hours from now will be my thesis defense. you bet i'm nervous. like totally. i mean, i'm not sure if i can do it. i hardly recite in class and now they expect me to do a presentation in front of a panel? i am too shy to do that. i can see it now, magkakalat lang ako. goodness. i do really stupid things when i'm nervous. i stammer. i forget things. argh! gusto ko lang naman maka-graduate. masama ba yon? huhuhu. i feel like crying. i don't want my friends to be there. to see me ruin everything. the best that they can do is wait outside the room with a stretcher. i swear, i am gonna have a seizure! bet the panelists haven't seen that. maybe, they will.


so, there's such a thing as "dead thesis society." count me in.