ON second thought, maybe i should start printing resumes again. haha. i have reason to believe my future in this company is bleak. with QA's help (insert sarcasm here) i just might get axed on saturday. im still working my way to that 100% average and with two working days left, im afraid i won't make it. i just have to ask, why? WHY? why do they call it random monitoring when everytime they "randomly" barge in on my call it's always an irate caller. i swear. their timing is soooooooooooo bad. i guess luck is just not on my side. but then again, was it ever?


today is the very first time i woke up from a dream crying. i was THIS close to losing you. it seemed so real i just had to call you up and check. when you answered the phone it was such a relief i started crying again. "it's just a dream," you said. "i'm still here." i needed to hear that. thanks.