insomnia.

i woke up a t 6:30 am. now it's 12:45 am. new day. i never slept. didnt even take a nap between these times. i do not feel sleepy at all. in two and a half hours ill be preparing for work. ill log in at the kronos five minutes before my shift. ill take calls 1:59 pst. will likely have chicago as first call. an omen for the day that is to come. which is going to be hell. 15 minute break starts 3:25 pst. eat daily dosage of hello wafer bar from the vendo. sit at the recre. walk to my station. log in 3:40. the clock is ticking. i see my editor. pretend i didn't. will spent the next hour hiding from her. praying she won't see me if she decides to go to the bathroom. i will look in another direction. 5:00 avaya. the rest of the team will take their lunch. i will log out at 5:10. log out from kronos. get my bag from the locker and reheat my meal. squeeze in with the other people at the table. log in at the kronos. repunch restrict. will go down to the lung center. just one smoke. walk back to the building. passing the checkpoint. press up botton. elevator opens. walk inside. close. open. log in kronos. go to the bathroom. brush teeth. freshen up. put bag in the locker. walk back to my station. someone took my place. will get my stuff. queueing 213. will look for a vacant station. no vacant station. no choice but to take the carousel at the blind area. log in 6:10. manhattan call. i do not have it on houston ma'am. its coming out of other streets. i have it on 17th, 23rd, 8th ave. one moment while i transfer your call for further assistance. mute. clap. t sign. no one can hear me from here. clap again. i apologize for the wait. clap harder. someone accepts the transfer. finally. enter. clock is ticking. 2 and a half hours left. yehey. cpt is 37. good. have to maintain cpt. 5 minutes till last 15 minute break. lousiana call. what city. yes ma'am what is the city. static. no ma'am i am asking about the city. static. could you spell the city for me i cant hear you. static. O static. R. static. E. p**(na!!! ano daw? BLLLLAAGGGG. cpt now 41. focus. you can do it. pull it down. pull it down. ding ding. incoming warm transfer. cold pala. hayup. how may i help you with direction. yes ma'am where are you going? and you're coming from? thank you for that information one moment while i pull up a route for you. enter... server busy. server busy. server busy. server busy. server busy. server busy. thank you for waiting you'll be travelling about.. uhm... well.. it shows here... less than a mile ma'am. make a u turn. yes. left. you have reached your destination. thank you have a nice day. cpt is 49. goodluck. log out. 15 minute break is over. log in. aliwin ang sarili. maglaro ng "is there a letter sa katabi" didnt enjoy. at all. california calls. keep them coming. log out avaya. log out kronos. get bag. cr. elevator. walk. fx. tricycle. house. internet. mails. blog. eat. meteor garden. tv. tv. tv. wait for enad's call. talk to enad. sleep. can't sleep. turn. turn. can't really sleep. now it's 12:45 am. new day.

insomnia