SHAMEFUL. so many things have happened and am only writing about it now. whew. i honestly don't know where to begin. this post is long overdue so please bear with me. am not even gonna try to remember exactly what happened [i'm an alzheimers case] so i guess i'll just write about what i really feel about them. here goes.


GRADUATION. you've been looking forward to this day all your life and now that it's finally happening, it simply refuses to sink in.
g-r-a-d-u-a-t-e ka na. you look around and see familiar faces. si ano... si ano... si...la. then, you start to remember. and hurt. and regret. and understand. and forgive. and cherish. and miss. but, you will never forget. so you try taking in, all that your heart can carry 'til you're teary-eyed and ready to spill. you bite your lip and fight the thought, one last time.


college for me was more of the relationships i had with people. the souls that i've had the chance to know and grow with. somehow, graduation made me a bit nostalgic. i just wish i took the time to let them feel that they've touched my life in the most unbelievable way. or apologize for the things i did and did not do. or appeal for closure. but college is over and done with. time to get over it.


drama all gone now.